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I tried it many times\u2026 and failed.
Yet, somehow, I keep trying still.<\/p>\n
Each time my alarm rings at five sharp, tearing me from a dream too beautiful to leave \u2014 I tried.
Each time I see an accident on the road and freeze, helpless, heart heavy \u2014 I tried.
Each time she kisses me and moves away too soon, leaving silence where warmth should stay \u2014 I tried.
Each time the midnight call fades into a low-balance beep \u2014 I tried.<\/p>\n
Each time my train rushes past a stretch of green and gold, and I know I\u2019ll never see it again \u2014 I tried.
Each time I make a mistake \u2014 I tried.
Even when a glass slipped from my hand at the office and shattered the silence \u2014 I tried.<\/p>\n
Each time I missed my company bus at eight, just as I once missed my school bus years ago \u2014 I tried.
Each time I woke to no water, no ironed shirt, and no time left \u2014 I tried.
Each time I met her at CMC and watched the clock steal her away to her hostel gate \u2014 I tried.
Each time I went home on leave and the day came to pack again \u2014 I tried.<\/p>\n
Each time I saw a child stumble and felt my own heart lose balance \u2014 I tried. Each time a small carelessness ruined my moustache \u2014 I tried. Each time the vacation ended, taking away the laughter and the mastis<\/em> \u2014 I tried. I tried it many times\u2026 but failed. I failed.<\/p>\n But I still try \u2014 <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n [\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I tried it many times\u2026 and failed.Yet, somehow, I keep trying still. Each time my alarm rings at five sharp, tearing me from a dream too beautiful to leave \u2014 I tried.Each time I see an accident on the road and freeze, helpless, heart heavy \u2014 I tried.Each time she kisses me and moves away […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":134,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"on","_et_pb_old_content":"\n Tried it many times..but failed. But I keep trying still ..<\/p>\n\n\n\n Each time my alarm rings at 5:00 am sharp, breaking my beautiful dream- i tried it. I tried it many times.. but failed.
Each time I fought with someone and guilt crept in quietly after \u2014 I tried.
Each time the exam invigilator\u2019s voice cut through my last question \u2014 \u201cTime\u2019s up\u201d<\/em> \u2014 I tried.<\/p>\n
Each time Mohan Sir raised his stick \u2014 I tried.
Each time Sheena Miss smiled and showed my foolish errors in Chemistry answer papers \u2014 I tried.
Each time a secret of mine slipped into light \u2014 I tried.
Each time a SMS flew to the wrong person with “SENT OK” and my heart followed it \u2014 I tried madly.<\/p>\n
Each time a finished portrait met a careless touch of paint and turned to chaos \u2014 I tried.
Each time a melody I composed in “FL Studio” refused to reopen, erasing my hours of efforts \u2014 I tried.
Each time my computer blinked blue and flash “blue dump errors” \u00a0\u2014 I tried.<\/p>\n
I tried to stop time.
To go back and make things right.
To rewrite what had already been written.<\/p>\n
again, and again \u2014
Because… perhaps that\u2019s what it means to be alive.<\/p>\n
Each time i see an accident at road and stand helpless - i tried.
Each time she kisses and takes off her lips from me quickly - i tried
Each time while talking to her on phone late night and it gives a beep for low balance - i tried
Each time my train throws away some beautiful scenery, leaving a thought i my mind that i could never see it again- i tried.
Each time i made a mistake i tried
Even last time when a glass slipped from my hand at office- i tried
Each time i missed my company bus at 8:00 am- i tried (this try was just a matured version of what i did at schools - \" missing my school bus\").
Each time i wake up late to know there is no supply at home and i don't have an ironed shirt to wear - i tried.
Each time i went to CMC to meet her and time comes for her to go back to her hostel - i tried.
Each time i went home for the annual leave and the day comes to join back- i tried.
Each time i see a child running and going out of balance - i tried.
Each time i had a fight with someone and sat guilty after sometime- i tried.
Each time i attempt my last question and examiner grabs the answer paper from me, saying \"time up\"- i tried.
Each time when my small carelessness spoils my mustache - i tried
Each time when Mohan Sir raised his stick towards me- i tried.
Each time when Sheena miss calls me and shows my careless mistake in my chemistry exam paper - i tried.
Each time when someone catches my secret - i tried.
Each time i send message and click \" SEND- OK\" as it flies to the wrong person - i tried madly.
Each time the vacation finishes, bringing end to all \" MASTIs\"- i tried.
Each time i finish one portrait and my hand touches a paint bottle spoiling all my hard work - i tried.
Each time i save my composed \" Fruity Loop\" file and it fails to reopen - spoiling all my efforts - i tried
Each time i install some software and the system restarts giving a \"blue dump STOP error\" - i tried.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I tried to stop the time. I tried to go back and change things right.
I tried to change the past. I failed \u2026\u2026 i can't stop myself\u2026i still try\u2026..<\/p>\n","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-127","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-creations"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=127"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":346,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127\/revisions\/346"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/134"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=127"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=127"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/purpleink.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=127"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}